Tonight I received official acceptance into Nanzan University in Nagoya through a company called IES. 

I really have my heart set on going to Sophia through CIEE even though I am starting to see many problems with CIEE … such as housing and the cost of it all … 

I could still go to Nanzan/Nagoya. 

All my friends are going to Tokyo, my boyfriend is in Tokyo, a lot of shit I wanna do/see is in or around Tokyo and Nagoya is like 2-3 hours away and expensive to visit…

But I’d save like .. 10k probably if I went to Nanzan and I’d be in Nagoya, thats fucking cool too????? It’d probably be easier/cheaper to live in Nagoya but in all honesty I think I’m solely considering the fact that all my favorite bands are from Nagoya lol……

(continuously crying over Aie)